Tuesday, November 24, 2009
wow okay so its been a month since i've been here and hola you all As are over!!! easy on the hating for those who've yet to end haha they'll be over real soon but right now i still cant quite comprehend that huh what As are over?? hahahahahhahha okay ORD LO ORD LO dude okay actually all i want right now is to catch atc live i freaking miss the part where bong screams and i miss how everything felt when we were 16 going on 18
asian glow poster girl no haha anyway now that As are over.. to do: pick up driving diving a new language yoga get started on some any whatever form of exercise pray for koc to come in jan i love you erlend oye!! maybe work get involved in the community decide what i want to do in college meet new people go for gigs duh hang out at the padang meet up with everyone i love read more books get my hands on oc season 4 and greys etc etc learn more about the world go to taiwan hit the beach chalet with the eleveners take my muji out club breathe be alive haha oh boy are we back yet
The moon belonged to us
at
[ 2:19 AM ]
Saturday, October 24, 2009
waddup all imma hwachong graduate yo photos up soon because my eyebags hurt and i should be sleeping but i just wanted to say that i dont like coffee and that today turned out pretty freaking retarded ('wouldnt it be so warm to run with your shirt on' 'i love you i love you get me out of here' 'honey 1 2 10 go with me' 'are you the.. .. dragon. . king..' + the past is a grotesque animal and you disgust me)
and as always thank god for friends.. i've no idea how i manage to send out a hundred messages a day but w/e love you all!! k goodnight gonna elevate
The moon belonged to us
at
[ 3:11 AM ]
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
oh shit what the hell am i doing
The moon belonged to us
at
[ 12:15 AM ]
Friday, October 09, 2009
to 2 of my favourite friends: happy 18th!!!!! love you all deep deep deep. so here we are left with 31 MORE DAYS.... .. i keep getting hit by panic attacks lately and then i feel like i need to've someone punch me in the face or chest or anything that distracts me from this anxiety but i've also promised myself that no matter how tough this all gets... that i should quit angsting and to start working harder/smarter simply because there's no other way out of this this time. anyway so thanks vernon for hearing all of my rubbish and being all retarded with me today at least i feel a whole lot cheery now it's okay guys we can do better!! and to everyone else who has been so endlessly encouraging because i really really appreciate it
btw: the morning sky beats many things in this world hands down for sure haha sometimes its the greatest comfort in this all
The moon belonged to us
at
[ 11:09 PM ]
Saturday, September 26, 2009
today was gr8 by default just spending most parts of it at rachel's catching the f1 race from her place while we put grey's season 1 on play ~yay~ it was nice just hanging out with the girls and having the boys being stupid as usual hahahaha
prelims were half-okay though i hate that we've to keep switching between preparing for a science subject and then an arts one haha its doing strange things to my brain but in between all of that i've just been.. listening to a lot of half hour mixes and telling myself that every war has an end (the world needs to know this!) we just need to hold out that bit more because bloc party says that we'll be seeing another view in 2 more years and that THIS PAIN WONT LAST 4 E~E-VAR!!!!! sometimes this all feels like eating glass but soon enough we'll get to be all explosively joyful people aaaaaaaaa so i can wait. but for now just take heart that every war has an end every war has an end every war has an end... . it'll be here before we know it you all
The moon belonged to us
at
[ 2:10 AM ]
Saturday, September 19, 2009
john mayer is a sexy beast. and so is takuya kimura and junpyo hahahahaha okay that is all goonai
The moon belonged to us
at
[ 11:06 PM ]
Thursday, September 10, 2009
okay. .....so its high time that i get my shit 2gt its x hours to prelims and there's still so much ground i've yet to cover. i'm a victim of the rules i live by i'm a victim of the rules i live by if i'm gonna move forward i've to break this up so LETS GO CLAP CLAP WHO SEZ WE CANT DO THIS
i want to dive after As or at least snorkel because i remember how snorkelling in nz felt: like i was living in my own dream/bubbling my way through the folds of my brain haha total ace. and i guess if i cant make my way up to space there're always new depths that i can discover instead #
The moon belonged to us
at
[ 11:52 PM ]
at
[ 2:19 AM ]
and as always thank god for friends.. i've no idea how i manage to send out a hundred messages a day but w/e love you all!! k goodnight gonna elevate
at
[ 3:11 AM ]
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
oh shit what the hell am i doing
The moon belonged to us
at
[ 12:15 AM ]
Friday, October 09, 2009
to 2 of my favourite friends: happy 18th!!!!! love you all deep deep deep. so here we are left with 31 MORE DAYS.... .. i keep getting hit by panic attacks lately and then i feel like i need to've someone punch me in the face or chest or anything that distracts me from this anxiety but i've also promised myself that no matter how tough this all gets... that i should quit angsting and to start working harder/smarter simply because there's no other way out of this this time. anyway so thanks vernon for hearing all of my rubbish and being all retarded with me today at least i feel a whole lot cheery now it's okay guys we can do better!! and to everyone else who has been so endlessly encouraging because i really really appreciate it
btw: the morning sky beats many things in this world hands down for sure haha sometimes its the greatest comfort in this all
The moon belonged to us
at
[ 11:09 PM ]
Saturday, September 26, 2009
today was gr8 by default just spending most parts of it at rachel's catching the f1 race from her place while we put grey's season 1 on play ~yay~ it was nice just hanging out with the girls and having the boys being stupid as usual hahahaha
prelims were half-okay though i hate that we've to keep switching between preparing for a science subject and then an arts one haha its doing strange things to my brain but in between all of that i've just been.. listening to a lot of half hour mixes and telling myself that every war has an end (the world needs to know this!) we just need to hold out that bit more because bloc party says that we'll be seeing another view in 2 more years and that THIS PAIN WONT LAST 4 E~E-VAR!!!!! sometimes this all feels like eating glass but soon enough we'll get to be all explosively joyful people aaaaaaaaa so i can wait. but for now just take heart that every war has an end every war has an end every war has an end... . it'll be here before we know it you all
The moon belonged to us
at
[ 2:10 AM ]
Saturday, September 19, 2009
john mayer is a sexy beast. and so is takuya kimura and junpyo hahahahaha okay that is all goonai
The moon belonged to us
at
[ 11:06 PM ]
Thursday, September 10, 2009
okay. .....so its high time that i get my shit 2gt its x hours to prelims and there's still so much ground i've yet to cover. i'm a victim of the rules i live by i'm a victim of the rules i live by if i'm gonna move forward i've to break this up so LETS GO CLAP CLAP WHO SEZ WE CANT DO THIS
i want to dive after As or at least snorkel because i remember how snorkelling in nz felt: like i was living in my own dream/bubbling my way through the folds of my brain haha total ace. and i guess if i cant make my way up to space there're always new depths that i can discover instead #
The moon belonged to us
at
[ 11:52 PM ]
at
[ 12:15 AM ]
to 2 of my favourite friends: happy 18th!!!!! love you all deep deep deep. so here we are left with 31 MORE DAYS.... .. i keep getting hit by panic attacks lately and then i feel like i need to've someone punch me in the face or chest or anything that distracts me from this anxiety but i've also promised myself that no matter how tough this all gets... that i should quit angsting and to start working harder/smarter simply because there's no other way out of this this time. anyway so thanks vernon for hearing all of my rubbish and being all retarded with me today at least i feel a whole lot cheery now it's okay guys we can do better!! and to everyone else who has been so endlessly encouraging because i really really appreciate it
btw: the morning sky beats many things in this world hands down for sure haha sometimes its the greatest comfort in this all
at
[ 11:09 PM ]
Saturday, September 26, 2009
today was gr8 by default just spending most parts of it at rachel's catching the f1 race from her place while we put grey's season 1 on play ~yay~ it was nice just hanging out with the girls and having the boys being stupid as usual hahahaha
prelims were half-okay though i hate that we've to keep switching between preparing for a science subject and then an arts one haha its doing strange things to my brain but in between all of that i've just been.. listening to a lot of half hour mixes and telling myself that every war has an end (the world needs to know this!) we just need to hold out that bit more because bloc party says that we'll be seeing another view in 2 more years and that THIS PAIN WONT LAST 4 E~E-VAR!!!!! sometimes this all feels like eating glass but soon enough we'll get to be all explosively joyful people aaaaaaaaa so i can wait. but for now just take heart that every war has an end every war has an end every war has an end... . it'll be here before we know it you all
The moon belonged to us
at
[ 2:10 AM ]
Saturday, September 19, 2009
john mayer is a sexy beast. and so is takuya kimura and junpyo hahahahaha okay that is all goonai
The moon belonged to us
at
[ 11:06 PM ]
Thursday, September 10, 2009
okay. .....so its high time that i get my shit 2gt its x hours to prelims and there's still so much ground i've yet to cover. i'm a victim of the rules i live by i'm a victim of the rules i live by if i'm gonna move forward i've to break this up so LETS GO CLAP CLAP WHO SEZ WE CANT DO THIS
i want to dive after As or at least snorkel because i remember how snorkelling in nz felt: like i was living in my own dream/bubbling my way through the folds of my brain haha total ace. and i guess if i cant make my way up to space there're always new depths that i can discover instead #
The moon belonged to us
at
[ 11:52 PM ]
at
[ 2:10 AM ]
at
[ 11:06 PM ]
Thursday, September 10, 2009
okay. .....so its high time that i get my shit 2gt its x hours to prelims and there's still so much ground i've yet to cover. i'm a victim of the rules i live by i'm a victim of the rules i live by if i'm gonna move forward i've to break this up so LETS GO CLAP CLAP WHO SEZ WE CANT DO THIS
i want to dive after As or at least snorkel because i remember how snorkelling in nz felt: like i was living in my own dream/bubbling my way through the folds of my brain haha total ace. and i guess if i cant make my way up to space there're always new depths that i can discover instead #
The moon belonged to us
at
[ 11:52 PM ]
at
[ 11:52 PM ]
